Yeah, one of the reasons why I stopped making YouTube content is because I didn't really enjoy making it all too much.
Too many situations where I'd get emotional if I accidentally lose my work, such as my animations.
Alongside that, I discovered War Thunder an online WWII combat game that specialises in WWII-Korean War, aerial and tank combat with a number of flight simulator elements. I am very addicted to this game, I enjoy it very much when playing with friends and I don't really see myself quitting any time soon.
One could say, War Thunder was single-handedly responsible for decommissioning Mister Mad from creating Youtube content, well at least for now, and I've got nothing to be ashamed of because I'm doing what I love.